千错万错都是我的错！

最近的不愉快，堆积如山。

今早，又发生了不愉快的事。

一个渺小软弱的小朋友在2009年2月26日下午，与它的一位姐姐/妹妹/哥哥/弟弟，睡在平坦的报纸上，陪伴着我一路搭巴士，到我的家入宿。当晚因为赶着乘搭飞机，没办法陪它们一晚。

几个星期后，这两只渺小的小朋友长大了，又肥又胖。多亏弟弟每天在家里细心的照顾。然而有一天，这位小朋友却将自己的亲兄弟咬死了。听说，惨不忍睹。弟弟在网络上与我交谈时，还哭红了双眼。

5个月的浸濡终于结束了，我回到家里，看着它可爱的容貌。开始，是三分钟热度，很有兴趣的照顾它。然而，日子久了。我也没什么时间那么细心。甚至，有时候都没时间替她清理家。只能在经过的时候挑逗着它。

几天前，它才凭一张照片替我赢取礼包。这位小朋友非常好动。常常会自己转轮子、跑来跑去、爬高爬低。它会爬Monkey Bars，也爱这里咬咬、那里咬咬。我甚至还被它咬伤一次，但知识小伤口。最喜欢看它从我手中夺取瓜子和面包，自己害羞得蹲在一旁慢慢咀嚼，吃得精空后，还回到笼子边，向我讨更多食物。

昨晚，它还好好的。还能够跟随我的挑逗，还能够爬上轮子转圈圈。

今早，我如往常般经过笼子，看着里头，它正安详地躺在一旁。我最担心的念头闪过脑海。我开始弹手指挑逗它、摇摇笼子。只见它安详地睡着。它不再理会我了。我看看周围，只见它竟然不浪费一丁点面包、不忘把水喝完再上路。我小心翼翼地将它放在旧报纸上。它的身体，是僵硬的；眼睛是微开着的；周围还有一些细细的脱毛。

我后悔了。为何我就不多给予一些照顾？为何昨晚我还不帮它洗澡、清理家？为何我为它留的面包，不拿给它吃？千错万错，原来一切都是我的错。

为什么我宁可花几小时在电脑前，也不花几分钟在他的家面前？

今天，2009年10月28日，它在我的家度过了“难忘”的8个月。今天，它带着忧伤，离开了我的家。我再也没法看到他活泼的样子了。

相信这只仓鼠，是我看过最活泼的、最灵活的。

愿你来世，能够投胎转世。如果来世再当仓鼠，愿你能进入一个好人家。希望我们有缘，再见！

 

敬启，

热爱你、但又忽略你的

 

许永森

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烦！

好久没有到这里写出自己的感受、抒发自己的情感了。

这几个星期，都有在Blog，只不过是为《新加坡金曲奖》官方部落格报导独家盛况。

要不是我有Twitter替我撑着，这片网上的森林应该就枯萎了吧。

今天终于上网写自己的心了，非常不开心。

原来预言是真的。

 

昨天，有个预感就快EMO了，没想到今天就实现了。

天底下，怎么会有这种人？

或许是出自一番好意，但是方式错了。

因为你的一番话，我……

失落

失去信心

觉得被侮辱。

你说话就不可以客观一些吗？

我们听了……

心酸

觉得自己几个星期的心血似乎都白费了。

为什么你要这么说他们？

人家那么说你，你会开心吗？

你说人家不欣赏异国风情，你就很欣赏本地滋味吗？

 

土豆。

你真是个土豆。

不明白？

说得明一些！

马铃薯

吃马铃薯长大的。

 

对不起，要这么说你。

我觉得很过意不去。

可是，在我了解你感受时，你是否了解我的呢？

说实在的，你就别为自己着想了。

为我们想。

为大众想想吧！

你年纪不小了，

思想可否再成熟一些？

 

我拜托你，让我们好好度过这难关吧！

如果哪方面得罪了，恳求你原谅！

UPDATESS!!!!!!

Yupp, I fell sick.. unfortunately..

but recovering!! Thanks for all the concern..

 

On Wednesday, I went to Jing Shan Primary for Relief Teaching till Friday.. It was nice experience looking at the P2, P3 and P6, teaching them English and Chinese..

The Chinese department is very happening with lots of competition well prepared for the kids..

My first day there happen to be the 诗歌朗诵比赛 for the P2.. The 2/5 I took were fabulous and they won the 最佳表达奖.. Though the prizes were 分猪肉, but it’s effort!!

P2/5 rehearsing.. 组屋高，组屋好……

蔡老师的办公桌。。

My P2 made Teacher’s Day card during their Art lessons and gave me before I even stepped into class.. SO TOUCHING!!

小三测验练习卷子。。他们很乖，1.5小时的时限，1小时内就完成了。

Yupp!!! My kids are really very cute.. they ask me naive questions, volunterer to help me with stuffs.. I can only say, they’re really very young and innocent..

hahahahahahah.. end with this pic.. my godbro wrapped his macbook pro in this gmask.. NICE BUT EXPENSIVE!!!!

Happy National Day 2009 @ 8.22pm

Happy National Day 2009!!

The Nation Celebrates it’s 44th Year of Independance today!!!!!

 

The Post is specially posted on 8.22pm in conjunction with this year’s NDP The Pledge Moment..

 The Pledge

We, the citizens of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality,
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation.

 

信约

我们是新加坡公民，

誓愿不分种族、言语、宗教，

团结一致，

建设公正平等

的民主社会，

并为实现国家之幸福、繁荣与进步，

共同努力。

 

சிங்கப்பூர் குடிமக்களாகிய நாம் இனம்,மொழி,மதம்

Kami, warganegara Singapura,

sebagai rakyat yang bersatu padu,

tidak kira apa bangsa, bahasa, atau ugama,

berikrar untuk membina suatu masyarakat yang demokratik,

berdasarkan kepada keadilan dan persamaan

untuk mencapai kebahagiaan,

kemakmuran dan kemajuan bagi negara kami.

 

 

ஆகிய வேற்றுமைகளை மறந்து ஒன்றுபட்டு,நம் நாடு

மகிழ்ச்சி,வளம்,முன்னேற்றம் ஆகியவற்றை அடையும்

வண்ணம் சமத்துவத்தையும்,நீதியையும்

அடிப்படையாக கொண்ட ஜனாயக

சமுதாயத்தை உருவாக்குவதற்கு

உறுதி மேற்கொள்வோ!

 

The National Pledge was written by Sinnathamby Rajaratnam in 1966 shortly after Singapore’s independence. Rajaratnam revealed that the dream was to build “a Singapore we are proud of”. He believed that language, race and religion were divisive factors, but the Pledge emphasises that these differences can be overcome if Singaporeans cared enough about their country. The draft text was handed to the then Prime Minister Lee Kuan Yew, who polished the text before submitting it to the Cabinet.

LOL

HIHI

I have added a new page to this blog entitled “NEW GADGETS”

Do visit and look out for creative stuffs..

 

Here’s 2 pics to eNtertain YOU

Hamster

三首新歌好介绍！

By2 的新歌，由Rynn林宇中和Venus作词、JJ林俊杰作曲，《勇敢》

By2的另一首歌曲：《新少女祈祷》，注意：JJ林俊杰也是MV的一部分！

Willber 潘玮柏《007》专辑的一首新歌，《Be With You》，feat. 阿肯Akon

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Just Memories..

King of Pop, Michael Jackson, has left the world for more than a month ever since June 26, 2009.
Back then, I was still in China, staring at the shocking news MSN posted after my roommate told me this..

It is really a pity that such a talented guy like him left at the age of 50, though his music legend will live forever. I suddenly had the urge to listen to more ofhis songs, and even tried learning his “Beat It” dane moves.
I was searching through Youtube and happen to find out that he actually been to Singapore in 1993 and 1996. To my astonishment, he even had a Concert at the National Stadium. Well, in my 19 years of life, I have never known any singer who performs at National Stadium. It was really rare..

I listened to the song “I’ll Be There” sung during the times of Jackson 5, and I suddenly had to urge to cry out.. It is disheartening to know someone singing the song when he will no longer be there anymore. All that is left, is only his wonderful music and his legacy..

 

 

I’ll Be There

Michael Jackson (The Jackson 5)

 

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I’ll be there

I’ll reach out my hand to you, I’ll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I’ll be there

I’ll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I’m so glad that I found you
I’ll be there with a love that’s strong
I’ll be your strength, I’ll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that’s all I’m after
Whenever you need me, I’ll be there
I’ll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I’ll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he’d better be good to you
‘Cause if he doesn’t, I’ll be there
Don’t you know, baby, yeah yeah
I’ll be there, I’ll be there, just call my name, I’ll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey – oo)

I’ll be there, I’ll be there, whenever you need me, I’ll be there
Don’t you know, baby, yeah yeah

I’ll be there, I’ll be there, just call my name, I’ll be there…